Today was a wonderful day! I have always known I was blessed but I there are times I forget how great my life is because of Him. I have a wonderful husband who is better to me than I deserve, even though he can also be the biggest PAIN in my REAREND!! But love him I do, with my whole heart. I believe that God sent him to me when He did because He knew I needed the strength. The year Payton and I met was not a good year for my family, we had suffered a loss of a small member of our family. But meeting him helped me to realize that life must go on, even during grief. I feel like he made me smile again, like he brought laughter back into my life. I have loved him from the first time I met him-he is the Prince Charming in my own fairy tale.
I am blessed to have not just one son but two. I have been through two miscarriages and was so hurt for the loss of them. But at the same time, had I not known the loss of those children I would never know Colt or this little one. I am blessed to even be able to have children, for I am one of the lucky ones. It doesn't matter that after Colt was born the doctor told us we should NEVER have been able to have kids-I did, twice. For some reason, out of ALL the women aho want children but cannot have them on their own, God saw fit to bless me with a healthy son and now another baby boy. You will hear me joke of having two boys that are just alike and how crazy I must be, but it is all in fun. I absolutely love it!! I love being a "Mommy"! There is nothing in this world like it.....
Thank you Lord for all that you have given me, dispite the person I am and the sins I commit. I know I do not deserve anything that I have, but I will try my best not to let You down. I will try my best to teach my boys Your word, I pray that they grow up to be good, caring Christian men of God.
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